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A Chaotic Neutral

... the lies they told you are all that remain

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My writing is intended for mature persons. It will, at any moment, contain graphic violence, graphic sex, and foul language. Read the warnings and react appropriately.

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This entry was originally posted at https://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/26212.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

Moving Day!
 I've been crossposting to Livejournal from Dreamwidth for years, but I think now that Livejournal has become what it is, I won't be doing so any longer.

I'll no longer be crossposting to Livejournal. I'll no longer be updating Livejournal. I'm still debating whether or not I'll keep my account, or purge it just in case. If I decide to purge, it'll be a few months from now, just so everyone has a chance to see this message.

Please follow me on dreamwidth, twitter, or pillowfort (if you were lucky enough to get in on beta). I'm dracoqueen22 on all of those platforms. Thanks!

This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/367131.html.

[G1] Behind the Scenes 08 - Take Five
Title: Take Five
Universe: G1, Behind the Scenes
Characters: Bluestreak/Jazz, Ironhide, Ironhide/Jazz
Rated: M
Enticements: Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Fisting, Oral, Dom/Sub
Description: Ironhide considers there’s no luckier mech, when Bluestreak invites him to watch as he and Jazz indulge in a very special kink.

Ironhide would forever be proud of himself for helping these two get their heads out of their afts and realize where they could find exactly who they were looking for. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/366749.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[IDW] Place for my Head
Title: Place for my Head
Universe: IDW, RID, pre-Dark Cybertron
Characters: Bluestreak/Jazz, Sky-Byte, Blurr
Rating: M
Enticements: Sticky Sex
Description: There were all kinds of vices in the universe, ways to cope or forget, and Jazz had spent his nights in one berth or another, indulging in his. He never would have thought he’d find a kindred spirit in Bluestreak.

Jazz supposed mechs hid all kinds of things behind their smiles. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/366487.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

April Actually
Springing into Spring and April is what should be happening. Instead I'm slogging my tired ass into the new month, wondering where the heck March went because I sure don't remember it. 

Not seeing much different in April than in the month's preceding. Getting used to working full-time is taking a lot longer than I anticipated. After working almost nine hours and then an hour commute each way, by the time I get home, I'm an exhausted lump that has no words in me. Not that I was really bursting with them before. 

Writing time was going to be the weekends, but now I have to cram so many other things into the weekends -- shopping, cleaning, family obligations -- that I don't really have that either. So the projects I am working on are going to take even longer than I anticipated. 

 Still working on getting the commissions I owe. I finished the RodiDriftRatch one and I'm reviewing Reign and Salvage so I can get started on the Post-Script, which I suspect will be at least two chapters. I'm also working on a Barbarian AU fic that grew legs, but it's half done so far, and I'll keep poking at that. I have a few self-indulgent new things that I write when the ideas hit me -- Behind the Scenes, One Wish extras, BlueJazz bits, etc. 

 I also have plans for other series like a sequel to Truth in Advertising -- Raise the Bar, and I still want to write the Harpyformers series. I have something like 80K in mismatched scenes. I need to connect all the dots and make it post-able. I'll probably never finish this stuff in a timely fashion, but that's okay. I don't even have to post it if I don't want to. That's the beauty of it. 

 I figure I'll tackle those lingering WIPs one by one after I finish commissions. Things like Zero Sum, Apple a Day, the third part of Mastermind, Despicable Me, The Art of Self-Destruction, et cetera. I'm going to do my best to finish them, or at least provide some kind of ending, even if it's a subpar one. 

 I am officially on hiatus from Tumblr. I've been struggling to keep myself together enough as it is, and venturing onto Tumblr always feels like I'm tiptoeing through a minefield and while I originally joined the site to interact, I'm too anxious to do so now. Feels like people are waiting in the wings, ready to pounce on the most miniscule thing. Fandom is no longer fun. Participating in fandom is no longer fun, and if things persist the way they are, I won't even enjoy the source material anymore and that's not something I want to leave. 

 It's also disheartening that I try to open myself for interaction, but all I get are more demands for why I don't like a pairing, or won't  write a pairing, or why I waste my time NOT writing said pairing and waste it further by writing a rarepair no one likes. And it's frustrating and I just don't have the mental fortitude right now to deal with that. Why are the assholes and the bullies so much more willing to be vocal? Ugh. 

 So for now, I'm no hiatus from Tumblr. I don't know if I'll go back to it. I don't know if I'll want to. I'm keeping it active for now because I have some fics I need to pull off there, and a few people I still keep in contact with through messenger, but otherwise, I'm off my dashboard. 

 Remember when we used to enjoy fandom just for being fandom? Yeah. I feel like an old person now. "Back in my day, we actually enjoyed fandom without having to defend ourselves for something as innocent as liking a rarepair. Wow, how times have changed." 

 So that's April. Full of thunderclouds and showers. Hopefully May will bring home the flowers, yeah? :)

This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/366158.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[TCL] It All Fell Down - Part II

It All Fell Down
Part II – Torn Pages

He's alone. Abandoned. That's the choice Sunstreaker made. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/365932.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[TCL] It All Fell Down I
Title: It All Fell Down
Universe: This Calamitous Life
Characters: Megatron/Sunstreaker
Rating: M
Enticements: Sticky Sex, Angst
Description: Sunstreaker makes the hardest decision he’s ever faced, and the rest crumbles away.

Part I – Say Something

There's nothing in his resolve that can't be tested, and there's nothing that says he can't be allowed to waver. To indulge. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/365815.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[TF] Tricks of the Trade Addendum
Desc: Sunstreaker returns to their shared room after finishing with his own client, only to find that Starscream's berth is already occupied by someone other than his Seeker.

Addenum I

There's no rule that says you have to keep any strays who wander your way. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/365494.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[G1] Behind the Scenes 07 - When Opportunity Knocks
Description: Bluestreak and Jazz discuss the invitation Ratchet offered them, while Jazz tries to be as enticing as possible.

Behind the Scenes 07 - When Opportunity Knocks

Ratchet and I will have a lot of fun plotting what we’re going to do to the two of you.Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/364848.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.

[One Wish] Enchanted
Title: Enchanted
Universe: Upon a Star, Pre-One Wish
Characters: Prowl, Sideswipe, Sunstreaker
Rating: K+
Description: Prowl never expected to find much of interest in a rotting city like Uraya, until he stumbled on a small cafe, and laid optics on one of the owners.

Prowl's gaze wandered back to the open doorway, just as another mech emerged, and Prowl felt his spark stutter. Oh, my. Collapse ) This entry was originally posted at http://dracoqueen22.dreamwidth.org/364633.html. Feel free to comment wherever you find most convenient.